Because it's what we need

Dreams. There are so many people, who are talking about them every day. But is everything we wish for a lifelong dream? Certainly not! In my opinion a lifelong dream is nothing less then something you want the most.

My dream is it, to release a book. I don’t really have an explaination for that. It’s just what I wanted to do since I was little. So in my opinion, that is a lifelong dream. I won’t be really happy, until I atleast try my best to succeed. There is no guarantee, that it will ever come true, but if it is, what you want, then you’ll do as much as possible to reach it.

There is a German song called ‘Leb deine Träume’ (Luxuslärm) which means ‘Live your dreams’. It represents, how much you can do, if you live your dreams. The world is so gigantic, and gives us so many posibilities to do what we like. We only have to find the hints and use them for our good. 

Nobody said, fulfilling your lifelong dreams is easy, but if you don’t try, you’ll never know how it could have ended!

Yesterday in religion- class we talked about an explanation for the existence of God. I read some really interesting stuff.
Today my friend and I talked about it, and what we think about God. I’m not the most religious person on earth, I don’t believe everything the bible says. But for what I do believe, is that some of those explanations are kind of logical. For example they said, that every resault has a cause. The resault of being pregnant is a baby. The resault of staying up late in the evening is being tired in the morning.
So if the earth or us people are the resault, what is the cause? Thomas von Aquin says, that the only cause can be God. Even though I don’t really believe in God, this argument kind off got me thinking. What is the cause, for me sitting here, writing this? What is the cause of 6 billion people walking this earth?

Is God the cause? 

Pain. A feeling, that everyone has had atleast once. There are many ways to feel pain, by hurting yourself while cutting something, or by getting hit in the face. But there is also this sort of pain that appears while hearing a word or a name. There is that kind of pain when you lose someone, a friend or family, maybe. So many different activators are there to make you feel pain, and so many different ways to deal with it. 

Some people cry, hoping to wash the pain away. Some people hurt themselves, to paper over the cracks, which someone made. Others act like nothing happend, smile so no one knows how broken they are inside.

I think that words or doings can sometimes cause more pain than real wounds. 

There is a saying: You can call a girl beautiful and she’ll forget it in a minute. You can call a girl ugly, and she’ll remember it a lifetime.

Maybe if you think about the time you were feeling pain, the worst kind of pain, try to remember why you were hurting. Was it because you got hit or cut, or because of something someone said to you.

Maybe that’ll help, stop causing pain!

Hating. A pretty strong word if you think about it. But what does it actually mean?

If you tell someone you hate them, it means something like wishing them the worst. It’s like telling someone, you wish, they would hurt themselves in front of you. When someone tells you, they hate you, how do you feel, hearing that word? You are hurting, I guess, hurting inside, maybe. So is this the only thing, that hate does? Hurting people in their feelings. No!
Hate has a much more stronger meaning. If you hate a person, you never want to talk to that person ever again in your life; you never even want to think about that someone, who did something to be hated for.

So, hate is a pretty meaningful word. And yes, maybe some people deserve being hated, but sure not everyone you just don’t like. Think twice before you tell someone you hate them (even if it’s a reaction), because those words might cause more trouble than just understanding, that you two aren’t meant to be getting along.

Sometimes arguments aren’t avoidable. But does that mean, we have to insult everyone, who doesn’t think the way we like? Do we have to make other people feel bad, just so we feel good.
Think about it, before you let others pay for your mistakes.

Language is something individual. Everyone speaks different, uses different words. So listen carefully to what people are saying, and you might find out, what the person’s real message is.

Why can’t you see the tears on my face?

Do I really have to explane what that means?

Can’t you understand, I don’t want any space?

But I don’t want to be with you anyway.

You broke between us in a second,

Broke my world with couple words.

My Thoughts and feelings are beyond,

Why does it never stop to hurt?

I know, you didn’t mean that all,

But still it happened right today,

My mind can’t rise after that fall,

I have to run away!

I don’t want to be alone,

not again like not to long,

It’s always me with no one else,

But I don’t want to hear, that no one cares.

A dream of a happy family,

never looked like that for me.

Something special, yes that’s sure,

But not like that for my future!

(written by me)

In the way you write, you tell the paper what you feel, and tell people something about your personality. It shows, if you are open, or more closed up, if you are tidy or not. All that stuff can be seen in the way you write. So writing sometimes tells more about a person, then their mouth